Thought of the Day

If Its Hard To Let Go,

then

Hold Onto It.

There will be somethings in life which are so special that it was hard to let go. Instead of letting yourself in pain, try to hold or get onto it. Because the best thing in life is getting something you thought it was impossible to be in your life. 

No more regrets

Next month will be my very last month staying in my own house and also traveling to Kampar. I will be pursuing my studies in English and PR in Segi University. My heart throbs when I come to think about it. I am aware of my flaws and I am trying my best to improve my grammars and vocabulary. Lets not get so far until that extend, but one thing I am promising myself is that, I am so gonna excel well in my studies and career. Life have thrown too many hurdles towards me, and I will never forget those pain that I went through. Instead of having those "IF's", I am going to live in the present and future after this. The pain that was given to me, will I never ever forget and I promise I am going to be a successful woman in life. Seriously, I have so much of determination and guts now. I dare to try everything around me because I start living my own life. I stopped bothering on how a person feels about me, what are they going to talk about and of all I STOPPED LIVING MYSELF FOR OTHERS. Here I am today, living everyday of my life doing what I want. I would not want to regret, for not doing something I really wanted to and I would not want to regret for saying what I wanted to say to a person. I am saying out what I feel today, because this is who I am for today. 

I stopped over thinking over things around me, and I am going with the flow. 

I am Happy now, I can see that in me, and The real key to Happiness is to live like what you want. DO the things that you like and be with those you like being with. Live with no regrets and thats how my new chapter is about to begin. I am going to stay positive , do what I like and say what I like without hurting anyone around me. 

Nostalgicness

I entered UTAR in 2009, and now I am leaving this place who brought me a lot of memories today. In a few hours more, I am leaving this place behind for better future. I am leaving my best friend and closest friend whom I was clueless that our farewell will come to soon.
I would like to express my deepest gratitude to all my friends who did a farewell dinner for me and coming all the way after class to eat a dinner with me for the very last time. I appreciate it a lot. Seriously, now I know that I meant some thing in everyones heart. I wish I could come back and study in UTAR but my destiny is not here. I've a better future for me waiting outside there.
I believe deep in me, leaving UTAR was the most HARDEST decision I've ever took, but looking at the bright side of it, I am going to do the thing I love the most. When I had this golden oppurtunity, why should I miss it.
Knowing that deep in me, I was lying to myself that I will be successful as a chemist, that was a LIE. I am going nowhere while doing this course.
I came across my friends who told me that Dr.Khoo still remembers me and said that I am a very nice girl. Thank you so much for all those who remembered me. ou guys brought so much of happiness into my life. I will never ever forget you guys and now is the real time to know who really will remember me. God is testing us, and I believe in future I will be successful. I made the right move and no regrets.
One thing for sure, I will miss my best friend, Wei Quan, and my other close friends : Vejeya, Shalu, Alex cj, Quarter, Wei Loon, Chakry, Ju xian, Mimi, Manjitha, and etc!! You guys have been so nice to me and I thank God for giving me a chance to know u all.
I hope we are all going to stay in touch forever. It was hard leaving u all behind, but I know you guys understand the decision that I made. See you people around soon. And I love you all a lot!

Joy

The fact is that, life without these thing is meaningless:

• GOOD FAMILY
• GOOD FRIENDS
• PLENTY OF MONEY
• GOOD ENGLISH =D
• and to be L.O.V.E.D

Hell yeah, I am lucky that I was blessed with these two category of people and good command of English. Believe it or not, there is no space for race, religion, skin color,body or beauty in this world, you can be really attractive with a good command of English as well! *DAMN* #faceblushing# 

This semester break, is/was a definite good beginning. I hope I will make a wise decision. =)

I am Happy for Who I am

Just finished my exam, studied totally last minute, i meant exactly 12 hours before exam and I managed to do the paper! I thought I was going to screw up the paper, and yeah I eventually did not. Sometimes, I feel like Im am not smart enough , yet sometimes I feel my brain absorbs things super fast at last minute.
Whatever it is, an individual shouldn't be evaluated by how smart are they in studies, because at the end of the day studies is not everything. There are more precise things other than studies, because some people may be good in some subject but they couldn't be good in everything. So I am happy for who I am. If I do fail any paper this semester, I dont give a damn on what others evaluate me. Because deep inside me I know where I stand. Its not over confident, but self confidence. I am Happy for who I am.

Reflection of Me

Today morning, I came across this on my Facebook, and each word in that sentence totally reflects me. 

Expectation and Disappointment

When you promise a person for an event and out of a sudden you change your mind not go for the event, that could be the worse thing you can ever do to a person. Especially when you break your words that you gave to your best friend. =( I just did that, a few hours ago and I am not over it. This could be the thing that I regret the most although it may sound like a small matter. I really wanna say sorry to him. =(
I broke the trust, promise and also the expectation of my friend. It doesn't sound good, because I knew what could be the consequences. The worse thing is ever to realize that my friend would have been disappointed with me. I am really sad and I wish things would have gone according to the plan. If there were no changes, no one would have got hurt. =(
I really want to say sorry , coz I feel very bad. Thanks to my friend, for his big heart to forgive me and talking to me.